- Gail Wilson Kenna
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How to explain something momentary, triangular, and mysterious?
This happened on Frightsday. That’s the name the Irish writer, James Joyce, gave to Friday? Two days ago on Friday, I was driving our black Ford truck, not my tiny Miata. The truck has a good radio, and Beethoven’s “Moonlight Sonata” had just begun. I cannot hear this sonata without its beauty emotionally swamping me. Odd choice of words.

Yet at the time on Ball’s Neck, I was close to the algae-layered pond or swamp on my right side. That’s when I saw the black snake, an exceedingly long one, heading across the road to the pond. I stopped and eased beyond the center of the road to give the snake more room. Its slithering motion, forward & backward, fixated me. (I don’t like rattlesnakes, so common in my California past. In Malaysia I feared cobras hidden in pots in the garden. Now in Virginia, I carefully walk our property because of copperheads.)
But venom-less black snakes I wish to protect.

While watching the snake, I suddenly turned and looked forward. Just over the rise on 605, a truck larger than the Ford was barreling downward. I was not in my Miata which never stalls, and I felt a moment of panic in the long and heavy Ford. It did not stall, and the oncoming truck did not strafe us. Yet the male driver’s impolite gesture said what he thought of me on his side of the narrow road. I can imagine what he might have said later that day. Damn near hit an old lady in a truck on Ball’s Neck. What if an accident had occurred? I try to imagine how I might have explained to an authority figure about Beethoven and the black snake, with my literary mind.
I think it was Shakespeare’s Prospero who spoke of the way home across the wine dark sea. Mine might have been across an algae-covered pond. Before the “Moonlight” had begun on Friday, I was thinking about Thomas Mann’s Death in Venice.

Since USC in 1964, this novella has haunted me. The main character, Aschenbach, is a moral man, someone known for his scrupulosity, a writer whose soul is bent on fame, and whose perennial habit has been to “hold fast.” Yet Aschenbach is undone in Venice. How? By Eros, “astonished anew at the god like beauty of the human being.” Aschenbach’s love is for the young Tadzio and youthful perfection of form. I think Mann leaves a reader with this thought: “Give me beauty in the inward soul. And may the outward and inward person be at one.”
I’ll be back in two weeks with a novel set in Ukraine: The White Guard by Mikhail Bulgakov.